There are times when we doubt ourselves, our abilities, our capability to accomplish the things we fear, only to approach them valiantly and persevere. When we set aside our self-doubt and perfectionism, we might come to the realization, "Hey, that wasn't so bad. I'm stronger than I thought I was." Fear can break us down, but the power to overcome that fear can bring us back tenfold. There are times when we welcome a challenge, knowing that if we pull through, we can come out the other end, a better version of ourselves than we were before.
This is not one of those times.
Come along on my several-year long journey of fighting one of my biggest childhood demons: The Swim Test.