Silent Secrets

My 42 year old boyfriend have been secretly dating, since our age gap with way beyond compare, I was a freshman college student, and he was a restaurant owner and an software engineer. I never had the courage to tell the truth with my fiends, Ill always think that they'll snitch on the whole school, and ruin my whole college year in Ohio. I was always afraid that they'll think I dated him because I needed the money for college and that I'm broke, which was false because I had a part-time job in my boyfriends restaurant. But in reality I feel in love with him because of his kindness, he helped people out, he apologized when his employees got the wrong order, and he never end yelled at any of his employees, he always tells them to observe or read the order more carefully. Plus his restaurant rating was 5 stars, and he gets paid a lot, not just by being a restaurant owner, but a software engineer also. But what makes him sort of odd is his blank gaze sometimes, sometimes he looks at someone, and it's as almost he can see right through their soul, but I never thought much about it, because of his kindness. And I'll forever love him the way he is.