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Can you heal old scars?

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DISCLAIMER - This book will discuss various themes such as violence and depression, and includes sections of an adult nature later down the line. 
It also covers issues around abuse, emotional, physical and sexual, and historic childhood abuse. It does not glorify or describe these issues in a positive light, anything written is done so for plot. 
The way in which the characters respond is in no way meant to represent real life situations, and nothing in this book should be taken as such. 
This is fiction, and I hate to have to state this, but others have had their work deleted for not doing so, despite clear hashtags. 
If any of these subjects are upsetting to you then this book is probably not for you, and you may be best giving it a miss.
This is a slow burn book, and as such is not going to get explicit for quite some time, the sexual content is plot related and so it's taken slowly.
Any comments or suggestions are welcome, most importantly I hope you enjoy reading this book!

Quin is a 26 yr old popular guitarist in a mix species rock band known as Unity, however his opinion of supernaturals hadn't always been so positive. When he is forced to be tested for a fated mate against his will he is horrified to find out he actually has one, and the pain of his past comes hurtling back to him.

Ryan is almost 35 and still mateless when the mandatory testing rule comes into effect, meaning everyone has to be tested to see if they have a fated supernatural mate. He could never have guessed that his mate would turn out to be so... complicated

Can Quin and Ryan overcome their difficulties and actually find happiness?

Book 1 in the "Scars" series!

P.S this is a slow burn book!
Watch this space
Thanks for reading!All Rights Reserved

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