Sometimes, words are so powerful that hearing it through your own ears fears you.
My lips don't have sound, so I did the best idea I could make.
To kiss her, something I've been longing to do. Once I did, she didn't move anything, I could taste the beer from my mouth as I grabbed her face sideways, until something wet pressed in my cheeks. Tears. Hihinto na sana ako, a kiss made her tear up... but then after that tears, she responded to my kisses. I don't know if that droplets of water is longing or pain but all I know is our hunger turned into a pit hole that could never be satisfied. I heard a door unlock, and the next thing we're inside still kissing, dark, and I was the one to close the door.
She grabbed my collar and unbutton the first three button. My lips reaches the hemline of her neck then came back to her lips. Our sigh became rigid, breathless but still clashing our lips. Her hands slowly damping on my body, on my abdomine, on my stomach, making me gasp through our kissess.
"Right door." She whispered with a rasp breath as I kissed her cheeks, her lips, her neck, cannot stop myself from giving her unwanted marks.
The drops of water I can hear outside, the wind became more colder as it even reaches the inside of their home. It's raining hard, embracing us with our mood.
The door in her room became unlock, my sight became hazy with the open orange light of her lamp and her naked body as she stripped off everything while standing in front of me and I could no longer go more crazy. I would reach her until the pocket of my pants vibrated and I took a quick peek on the screen of my phone, all while my breath still ragged. Upon thinking for a second, I tossed it aside with my pants and grabbed her face, pressing her body against mine, reaching euphoria.
It was just a call.
From my girlfriend, Monica.