Things I wish I could Say Out Loud
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Last published Thu, Jun 5, 2025
"Things I Wish I Could Say Out Loud" follows my thoughts and feelings as a depressed young teen. These chapters may sound more like poems.
Chapters will speak about S/H, Suicide, S/A, Manipulation, eating disorder, Depression, mental abuse, and healing.
I have since healed from all following events, but I wanted to share the things I wish I could have said out loud in hopes I can help those of you who have not yet healed.
Take care. -SHE
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