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Finding Myself

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Reads 51,288
Votes 922
Parts 65
Time 3h 9m

Mature

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Her whole live was a mess ,all 12 years of it 

why? 

well she never knew when her next meal was,
never knew if she would have a roof over her head ,a bed to sleep in , 

Her parents could afford nothing , and her mom died not a year ago from cancer , they couldn't afford to treat her , now her dad's sick , he can't get up or even move , she knows she's gonna lose him too , it's just a matter of time , she's holding on to all the memories,because soon they will all be gone , 


she's going to the cheapest school ,which they don't care about her grades . She feels there is no one out there who cares about her and now  she has lost everything

Until she runs into this guy who seems to care alot about her , making sure she's fed ,and if she needs a ride , 

will this be a start to a new chapter in her life ? will she finally not have to stress or worry ,will she learn to except the new life awaiting her? 

It seems around every corner there's always something new that is awaiting herAll Rights Reserved

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The unreachable mountain

"You're unbearable!" He kicks her with utter contempt. "Please tell me where I'm wrong, causing you discomfort was not my intention," she said crying, causing him to hit her against the ground again. "Do you think you can live with good intentions? Didn't you have all the time you wanted to change and learn? You still dare to ask for more!" He yells at her with hatred, he blamed her for being the one will cause a woman to be beaten; He didn't want to be that kind of man. However, what he lived with her caused him to bring out what he hated the most about himself from within. -Forget it love- said a woman who was next to her- it's not worth it- this dog was supposed to be her friend, she was supposed to support her just like she did; however he managed so that he and she hated each other and thus be able to steal it. The woman on the floor does not know how much she was framed and harmed by her naivety, nor did she know that this was the beginning of her misfortunes. Because of that woman she did not stop suffering, wherever she went she suffered verbal or physical abuse and everything was orchestrated by this woman; she didn't know until she was about to faint. "Why?" She asked this unarmed woman without knowing why she hated him so much. She never did anything to hurt him. She just laughed viciously without answering him, she didn't have to waste her time with an insect; leaving La to die imprisoned in the house where she was kidnapped. "Answer me!" She got up from her bed screaming "Eh? This looks like my room; Did I reincarnate myself in the past?" She ran to the bathroom just to see that her assumption was correct. She thanked the heavens for this second chance by promising that she wouldn't be fooled a second time.