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Finding Myself

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Reads 43,474
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Parts 65
Time 3h 9m

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Her whole live was a mess ,all 12 years of it 

why? 

well she never knew when her next meal was,
never knew if she would have a roof over her head ,a bed to sleep in , 

Her parents could afford nothing , and her mom died not a year ago from cancer , they couldn't afford to treat her , now her dad's sick , he can't get up or even move , she knows she's gonna lose him too , it's just a matter of time , she's holding on to all the memories,because soon they will all be gone , 


she's going to the cheapest school ,which they don't care about her grades . She feels there is no one out there who cares about her and now  she has lost everything

Until she runs into this guy who seems to care alot about her , making sure she's fed ,and if she needs a ride , 

will this be a start to a new chapter in her life ? will she finally not have to stress or worry ,will she learn to except the new life awaiting her? 

It seems around every corner there's always something new that is awaiting herAll Rights Reserved

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