my last goodbye (on pause for the moment)

y/n decides she is going to take her life, but she knows if she does her bsf and crush, bakugo Katsuki, would get really depressed like she was so she made a diary so she can explain some stuff to her close friend. And just say some stuff like it was a diary but towards katsuki.

*extra stuff to know*
1. Both go to UA, they are second years (class 2-A)
2. Both are in the Bakusquad, ofc.
3. they knew deku in middle school but had nothing to do with him or the bullying.
4. Y/n is 17.5, bakugo is 17.7 (bakugo is two months older)
5. They have known each other since pre-school, Mitsuki would look after y/n a lot bc of y/n parents were either abusive or not there.
6. Y/n's quirk is elements. Just like it sounds, she can control the 4 elements, earth, wind, fire, water. They can get an element out of nowhere but it takes a bunch of power so they rather have fire/water/earth already there (that's the biggest draw back, the other one is just using a bunch of energy/using it a bunch at a time). (Bakugo is cool with this, he actually found this really awesome when they were kids, now he just says 'I'm the best, I'll be #1, ect, ect')

(if it's a diary entry it will say *entry# month/day*(yes ik that is the American way of doing it, I tried the other way and it made it look weird)) (when the entry is done it will say *love, y/n*)

(no smut, but there is kissing/making out)
(Swearing. It's bakugo, come on. And honestly me too)

(trigger warnings -> suicidal thoughts, suicide, abuse, cutting, alcohol/drug abuse)

(I will be editing the chapters even if they are posted if I find something I don't like or spelling/grammar errors)