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Newdar
Devam ediyor, İlk yayınlanma Haz 07, 2023
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After 10 years of domestic abuse by my ex partner who used parental alienation to stop me from seeing my son, now a single Dad has had enough. A failed attempt at suicide gets me locked up in a mental hospital.

this is a diary of my time spent getting better and the amazing adventure i experienced and wonderful people I met. 

these stories are told from how I saw it, and all characters and events even based on real people are entirely fictional, and no real names are used. please know that this book is in no way making fun of people who are in these situations, and if anything, I admire how strong these people are. I just want to make people aware of how much harder life is for people with mental health issues and to hopefully make someone smile with my stories. Thank you.

I would also like to dedicate this book to my son Jovan and to all the dad's in the same situation trying to get access to there kids. Also to the wonderful people I got to meet in my life.
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I've dreamed of the perfect marriage ever since I was a little girl: a marriage complete with a hardworking husband while I tended to the home and our children, preferably four little rugrats to call my own. I dreamed of a life filled with laughter, joy, and success, a life we built together. I dreamed of growing old next to my husband, creating a great love story to tell our grandchildren someday. It all seemed so possible. I was raised to be the perfect wife, after all. From the outside, it seemed I had exactly what I dreamed of with the rich, determined husband; the brilliant, gaudy diamond ring; and the beautiful home filled with the hope of future children. Yes, it was all a dream come true. I should have felt grateful, really. The problem is, I also wanted a marriage based on love, passion, and affection, but those are the only things my husband cannot give me . . . . . . because they're reserved for her. For readers: * I do my best to proofread before publishing, but some typos and errors will slip through. Feel free to point them out! * Comments, active engagement, and helpful critiques are welcomed. * Mean, unnecessary comments that attack me, personally, or other commenters will be ignored and deleted. It takes a lot of courage to publish your work and for others to actively engage in a community. I'd like to keep this a safe and fun place to rage at imperfect heroes and cheer for darling heroines! * I'm not a spicy writer. I rather use my word count for plot, character development, and GROVEL!!! * Most importantly, I hope you enjoy the little world I'm creating. Happy reading, everyone! ADS/Imaginationgirl35

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