my mind can be an awful place
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Publikasi terakhir Jum, Agt 9, 2024
a compilation of short stories
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After I screamed my lungs out, I stared at the useless organ in my hand.
My nails dug into the flesh and I slowly started to dissect one piece. And then another.
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And if it wasn't, I could try out my gut, my stomach, my brain.
Another weirdly optimistic smile.
I had options.
No need to despair.
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Trigger Warning
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