Emophilia: a tendency to fall in love too quickly
Falling in love is something that has always been hard for Jesse. You could even say he has never been in love. Always whisked away by the wind he can never stay in one place at one time for too long, his fear of commitment always leaves the same result, her saying she's in love, and Jesse leaving.
Her entire life, Laura always fell in love too quickly. After the one she loved most left her with more scars than she can bear to carry, she's completely closed herself off, now becoming the one who leaves first, instead of being the girl who always stayed.
When Jesse and Laura cross paths working together on a ranch, Jesse puts on his charming ways, infatuated by Laura's beauty, but itching to leave her longing for him. What he doesn't expect is for her to leave him first, and play him at his own game. Making it impossible for Jesse to get her out of his head, making her the reason he wants to stay. The roles are quickly reversed as Jesse begins to fall first, Laura's coldness inviting him to stay. Jesse and Laura are soon caught up in a passionate romance, Laura in denial of her feelings toward Jesse, but also unable to deny her habits of running away. That all changes when the pair give themselves over to one another, and a small act results in an ocean of grief.
As the pair navigate a new world marred by loss, their crossed paths soon become a testament to the resilience of the human spirit and the capacity to find beauty amidst the ashes.
Elliot's partner was his whole world, but after Allan's death, his ghost haunts Elliot's dreams. Everyone tells Elliot to move on, but he isn't sure he can.
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It's been a year since the love of Elliot's life, Allan, passed away. Everyone thinks he should have recovered after that much time, but Allan still haunts Elliot every night. He struggles to maintain relationships with his family, and despite a coworkers interest he can't summon up the courage to date. Elliot is living for the past, because to live for the present means he'll have to live with a hole in his heart. But the question Elliot has to face chases him through his monotonous days: is mourning Allan with everything he has truly living?
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