CAUGHT YOU (BL)

(ZEFHAN'S STORY)

"Tyler, I love you, please go out with me-pfft!" Kitang-kita ang pagkalat ng mga pagkain na nasa bibig ni Tyler nang marinig ang aking kataga na inilabas.

"Sh*t, Zefhan! What are you doing? Confessing in the middle of our lunch? Are you crazy? I lost my appetite!" He hissed, then walked away in front of me.

"Hey, give me your answer first!" Pahabol kong sigaw.

"F*ck you! Don't come to me anymore until you get rid of your feelings!"

"What?! Do you think this feeling is just an easy task to dissolve? Or erase?"

"That's not my problem anymore, Zefhan! If you can't solve it, come to the doctor or another professional doctor, and ask them to get rid of this kind of cur-" Before he could end what he wanted to say, mabilis kong tinakbo ang kaniyang direksyon.

Hindi rin ako nagpaligoy-ligoy pa na igalaw ang aking kanang kamao sabay lapat sa kanang pisngi nito na naging sanhi para mapahiga siya na duguan ang mukha dahil sa aking pagsuntok.

"You're not my mother or father to command me what I wanted to do or should I dispel this feelings. This is not your business. If you can't love me back, reject me, b*stard. You're not the one who'll deciding what gender I wanted to choose, because I never choose this! It never will. F*ck you!" Matapos kong sabihin ang nais ko sa lalaking ito na namimilipit pa rin sa sakit, nauna na ako sa kaniya na maglakad.

I don't care about him anymore; he belongs to this bunch of idiots. Full of crap, judging someone, and commanding someone to get rid of these feelings. Thinking this is just a curse, thinking I could be normal again.

Hah! Does he think I'm kind of a loser? Begging him, crawling for him? Even though I like him, I can still find someone who's better and handsome like Father Linran.

I miss my family. But I'm already old enough to move from them and become an independent person.

'I'll check my apartment first.' nasabi ko na lang sa aking isipan.

Pinapakalma ang sarili dahil sa nangyari.

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