A subconscious love for you.
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Last published Tue, Jun 2, 2015
Phil's not always been the most fearless of humans, however when he is trapped in a strange world, nothing to comfort him but the hints of Dan's presence but with Dan himself nowhere to be seen, Phil finds himself drawing strength from somewhere in himself that he didn't realize he had in an attempt to find the one he trusts the most and get out.
Phan Fiction series. Eventual romance. Psychological (Of course)
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