It feels like I'm drowning, I have so many emotions all swimming through my head. I wish I could breathe, that one breath of fresh air, that chance of that breath is so minuscule That I don't know if I can wait for it.......I'm sorry Mom, I had to do it. I couldn't take it anymore. I'm sorry I couldn't be the perfect daughter you wanted. But most of all I'm sorry I ever existed. I love you. Sincerely Gwen BrooksAll Rights Reserved