Struggling to Breathe

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Parts 2
Time <5 mins

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It feels like I'm drowning, I have so many emotions all swimming through my head.
I wish I could breathe, that one breath of fresh air, that chance of that breath is so minuscule
That I don't know if I can wait for it.......I'm sorry Mom, I had to do it. I couldn't take it anymore. I'm sorry I couldn't be the perfect daughter you wanted.  But most of all I'm sorry I ever existed.
I love you. 
                                                                              Sincerely
                                                                                     Gwen BrooksAll Rights Reserved

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