In a crowd full of judgemental people, well, you found me at the top of it. You approach me. I don't know why, I think I got you interested? Amaze by my skills? No? Nobody knows. Ganoon lang talaga siguro. Fate has its ways to make your life worth it. So in order for you to be worth it, binigyan nila ako ng pagsubok. Pagsubok na kahit isang pakiramdam ay wala akong kaalam-alam. I don't know how to manage that kind of stuff. So, for my first time... I failed.
I regretted it. I regretted not doing my best, I'm aware with that kind of relationship. But I don't know how to deal with it. Maybe, this is just a piece. Isa sa mga piyesa na kailangan kong daanan, pero walang kasiguraduhan kung hindi ako masasaktan. Walking to pieces is not that hard at all, but a broken piece may hurt you. It's your choice in the first place if you want to walk through it.
I regretted not doing my best for you, but I don't regret it when our paths crossed,
So long, my lover.
A/N: Hi, this story is a message for someone I know. But there's a low possibility that he will read this. Because, first of all, he don't read romance stories. And second, even if he reads. There's no chance of him reading this exact story.
I write this story because my feelings for him won't vanish. I can't help but to put my feelings in writing our untold story.
Also, this story is inspired by Taylor Swift's four songs, which is;
1. The Story Of Us
2. Red
3. Midnight Rain
4. Back To December
Have fun reading!
Started: June 16, 2023
Ended:
Nixon is the 3rd book in the Broken Series. (Ryan is the 1st, Brynn is the 2nd)
Nixon leaves rehab early because he can't deal with being there anymore. His sister Kelis finds someone in need of a roommate so he moves in with the girl and gives her his middle name, Lucas. He quickly becomes addicted to the girl and once he gets one taste he's done for. He warns her about his past, about his name, but she ignores all the red flags, not realizing exactly how intertwined she is with the people from his past. He becomes enamored with her, feels like she was made for him while still battling the demons of his past and soon it all becomes too much for him to handle. He makes a heartbreaking decision, thinking it's what's best for both of them and everything changes.
Trigger/Content Warning: this book contains mature content, talks of suicide, mental and physical abuse, selfharm, drug use, and addiction
Cover designed by Anastasia Wright