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Mirror

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Reads 548
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Parts 11
Time 1h 36m

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dark highschool hopeful manipulation manipulative mentalhealth selfdestruction selfdiscovery selfgrowth selfinjury selfsabatoge sensitive suspense teenfiction tense thriller vulnerable youngadult

On the brink of self-destruction, Leila struggles to stay afloat with little to no time before she's devoured by her conniving mind. In an effort to save herself once and for all, Leila stands against her strongest obstacle: herself.


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"It was only ever us!" They screamed "When everyone looked the other way; when they turned a blind eye on your tears-on your blood-I was there! I saved us! I saved you!"

"No, that's not...stop talking," I pleaded, every word adding more pressure around my head. 

Draven's breath, suddenly inches away from my face, burns the surface of my skin. "Stop lying to yourself and accept reality for once. You and I both know you'd be dead without me. You should be thanking me. I helped you more than anyone else has."

I snapped my eyes to theirs-furious yet overflowing with disappointment. 

"You'd be dead without me," I seethed through clenched teeth and furrowed eyebrows. "That's the only reason you ever "helped" me stay alive."

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This story contains sensitive and triggering mental health material. Please read at your own risk.

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Miracles

Maria had everything she ever needed. but, one fateful day, she loses it all. her lover, her home, her parents....everything. Broken and torn, she goes to America hoping she could try to start over but, an unexpected person intrudes her life and turns upside down and inside out. she struggles even more. But love comes in a least expected time, in a least expected way. ~... Sneak peak... ~ She talked in past tense when she talked about Arden. 'he was always there for me....' 'he had always known to lighten up the mood....' He thought it was his interest since childhood to be a detective was playing again but when he said something like, 'I already like this Arden of yours' A dark cloud settled on her face. Her eyes became glossy. James thought that she was going to cry. 'Yes' she said finally with an amused look in her face. 'you two could have gotten along just fine' ~............ ~ trigger warning!!! some characters might self harm, to escape from problems even for a tiny moment. This might trigger some people. Any type of comments are welcomed. Show me my flaws and I'll do more than my best to make them right. I'm hoping to start a career in writing so, help me out guys :) but do not insult other people's comments please