"I've always loved you.. even if you didn't see it... even when you did. But none of that love was wasted on you." Sometimes emotions are complex. Sometimes they're too tough for people to handle on their own. So you find your person... find that person who doesn't let you carry your burdens alone. For Elliot, that person has always been her best friend Johnny, since they were little. The love Elliot has for Johnny didn't just take form in the way best friends love each other, she fell in love with him. But what happens, when Elliot's burdens no longer are too much for her to carry but, are too much for ᴊᴏʜɴɴʏ. ---------- NCT Best Friends AU College AU Childhood Friends to Lovers Love Triangle Complex Feelings This story's main character is portrayed as a biracial woman who isn't the typical small girls we all come along in these types of stories. I'm hoping to help cleanse some of these common stereotypes and speak for my beautiful sisters out there! I really hope you fall in love with her and this story in all of its complexity thank you! The college scenerio in this story is also based on America and takes place in America. I know it's not as accurate because they're from Korea but wtv LOL. PS: I am not claiming the actions of all of the people who aren't my ocs in this book as factual. this book is pure fiction and I will do my best to adhere to aspects of the kpop idols' personalities while still using my creative freedom!