In Order to Love Chaos, You must Understand Him

A woman has always desired of love in which they were so similar to each other, yet seem nothing alike. Years of grievous pain manifests two desires of hate for all things and love for no things that were given to her. She did not ever pray, but one day it seems like her desires were answered by the god of chaos himself.

You can do the self input name thing (Y/N). However, this is going to use she/her/hers pronouns!