Josh Wallen is a 17 year old emo bisexual guy. As soon as he came out of the closet when he was 9 his dad left and his mom blames him for it so she beats him. He cuts himself and drugs himself to keep him calm. But he goes over board and writes a Suicide note and is getting ready to end his pity life when a guy he never knew would ever talk to him found the note when it fell out of Josh's bag. Liam McCain a 17 year old jock football player guy. Finds Josh's Sucide note. He finds Josh and gives a little gift Josh will never forget. He doesn't know why he cares about Josh, but he feels like he should care. All of a sudden he starts to like him. He tells Josh that he is likes him and asks him out but Josh thinks that will ruin Liam's population in school. But Liam doesn't care and trys everything to have Josh all to himself. Will Liam earn Josh's heart, or will Josh keep rejecting poor Liam? (There will be smut in this book! You have been warned!)