How do I say this?

Her Dad, left her and her family all alone,
When she was just a child of five?
She didn't understand what was going on,
And She felt like She was barely alive.

Emily Covey POV:

Now he says he wants to come back,And he wants to be a part of my life.But I don't know if I can trust him,After all the pain and the strife.I hope he understands where I'm coming from,And that he can respect my choice.I need to do what's best for me,And I need to find my own voice.

Now I get to know his a bigamist, I thought I knew him well,But I was wrong all along.
He had another family,
And he kept it from us all along.

I thought you claimed you love us,
But you are a bigamist instead.
You lied to us and kept secrets,
And our trust in you is now dead.

I don't know how to feel or what to do,
And I'm struggling to find my way.
I thought you were a role model,
But you led us all astray.

I hope you know the pain you caused,
And I hope you can find a way to make it right.
But for now, I need to heal and move on,
And I need to find my own light......