CONFUSED MINDS

"Lisa ,...Lisa,,where are you?" .. I start to walk as first as I can.. I get a call from a unknown man this morning ..saying Lisa is in some trouble..so I rushed for her home.. Here Niel is out on his business tour.. I can't even ask him for help.

As I enter her house, I am shocked to see the condition of the house ..some dresses are scattered on the floor ...
"GOD what happened here..,I hope Lisa is safe.." I rush to upstairs..

I don't know why I am feeling heavy on my heart..
I opened the door ...and the scene just broke my heart......
Lisa is sleeping naked with .....Niel ,MY husband!!!!
I just lost my voice.... I can't speak ,can't scream , can't cry..
tears started welling up in my eyes...."Nielll" I screamed....
Lisa jumped from her position hearing my voice...Niel also woke up with sleep still visible in eyes...
"Alyssa" ...Lisa mumbled covering herself with shame on her eyes...
"Lisa please listen ..." she requested with tears in her eyes...
I can't balance myself and the vase behind me fell down making a loud noise...and this breaks Niel's sleep completely...and he realised his condition... he hustily move apart coming near me... "Lisa Lisa listen it is not what you are thinking..." tears also brimmed in his eyes...

What I have done to deserve this?
They are right you are not borned to be loved...
The man I trusted the most in my life betrayed me... may be the fault is of mine . I just can't fulfill their requirements...

"NO NO...MOVE AWAY FROM ME...DON'T COME NEAR ME..."

"Lisa please listen.."
I can't look at his face...and run downstairs. My love cheated on me with my best friend...

For whom should I live now ... he was the light for me...

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