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Secrets I Have Held In My Heart

maple_mackintosh

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Reads 13,731
Votes 248
Parts 81
Time 9h 19m

maple_mackintosh

Mature

She can tell those three words turn me on and I know she's trying to hide a smile. Slowly, her hand travels up my chest, starting at my lower abdomen, and working up to the center-making me want to shiver at her light caress. She sticks out her finger, digging it straight into my chest while opening her mouth and saying, "You're pathetic." 

I can't take it anymore and my hands rush to the sides of her face, sliding under her hair to hold her head steady. "This," I gesture to the both of us, this tension between our two bodies. "I want you to know that this means nothing." and my lips fall downward and my breath hitches, colliding with hers.All Rights Reserved

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"I get jealous over anyone who comes near you. I Don't want to let you out of my sight for even a second, even as the pitch black darkness grows in the pit of my stomach, you are the only thing i think about"Amanda blurted out, her gaze dropped to the ground. " its frustrating and I hate it so much, I feel dirty,I was never like this i-" I walked closer then cupped her cheeks, she stared at me shocked. "If you think those feelings make you dirty then I'll smear you with this dirt till the tips of your hair. I don't think it's fair I'm the only one losing my mind because of these feelings for you" I explained slowly bushing my lips against hers. "I want to completely spoil you rotten so I can be the only one you depend on, I want to kill everyone else around you. This urge keeps growing everyday" I confessed. I pressed a kiss on her shoulder then hugged her. 'You belong to me Amanda, I have to kill all those who are trying to keep you away from me'

Best kept secret | Spencer Reid by xxspencerreid

Spencer wraps the blanket tighter around us causing me to melt into him further. He sweeps my wet hair over my shoulder while I stare out towards the golden sunset. He plants a kiss on my temple before nuzzling his face into my neck. "Thank you," He whispers. I run my fingers through his soft curls, "For what?" "For showing me life doesn't always have to be so serious," He sighs. "I don't know what I did before you," He mutters, almost like it wasn't for me to hear.

Touching Shadows by BronT86

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