"At that moment, I knew there was no turning back. I committed to Ezra, behind Elle's back. I thought back to the very first time Ezra and I had kissed. The day the lying started, the day I said to myself "This can't happen," and yet here we are three years later... Fuck." Spencer Wood, a thriving, soon to be Junior in High School, finds herself falling in love with the forbidden. Best friends since childhood, Spencer and Eleanor share an unbreakable bond. However, everything changes when Spencer discovers herself irresistibly drawn to Ezra Jones, Eleanor's intriguing older brother. As Spencer navigates the complexities of her emotions, she grapples with conflicting loyalties, torn between her friendship with Eleanor and the blossoming romance with Ezra. Their connection deepens as they uncover hidden layers of vulnerability, shared dreams, and a profound understanding. But their love remains clandestine, kept secret from Eleanor, leading Spencer to question if keeping their relationship hidden is worth the sacrifice