My depressing feelings

My depressing feelings

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MatureOngoing<5 mins

Last published Fri, Jun 23, 2023

crybayby knife stress suicidal thoughts

I fucking hate myself and if you don't like depressing shit then don't read this. Sorry if that made you mad I don't wanna hurt anyones feelings. . .

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