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it never left. [bbc sherlock]

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WARNING: SUICIDE
(post-reichenbach)

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"My old therapist's words come crashing back to me.

If you could describe yourself in three words, John, what words would you choose?

Numb. Cold. Broken.

And why have you chosen those words?

Because the only person I've ever truly loved has just thrown himself off a bloody building."All Rights Reserved

angst bbcsherlock death heavy-angst hurt-no-comfort john johnlock johnwatson reichenbach reichenbach-fall sherlock sherlockholmes suicide

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