DARLING, YOU'RE HIGH AGAIN.
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Felix's life is almost comparable to hell itself. His grief and madness is so great he completely became the embodiment of it.
His soul is long broken.
Felix suffered alone with his cigarettes that conquer all of him inside rather beautifully. He got drunk in unbearable sorrows like golden colour alcohol. And Felix lost himself as needle penetrated into him and drugs flowing like river through his veins.
Felix's life is already fucked up as it is, who would have thought that a crimson haired man would desire to fuck it more.
Many secrets will be unveiled as Felix will continue to suffer greater pain
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