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I would lay my  back to my bed with the delicate sheet over my long brown legs. My head would touch the soft pillow and my eyes would stay fixed on the ceiling. The quiet surroundings would allow my thoughts too drown me from my own will. I would think about my future, the way my bodies set up or the way my hair is too short.  


I would think about the way that I'm not as pretty as the girls I see on the streets. The girls with golden long hair and their perfect bodies. Tears would slip out and I would curse myself for being so ugly or just not enough. I would curse for the unwanted stretch marks at the side my hips or the ones on my lower buttocks.



 I would curse myself for the excessive blemishes and the black spots surrounding my brown face. I would mostly curse myself for being the person I don't want to be anymore. All these thoughts would drown me into a dark place,  a place where I try so hard not to be.  I'm slowly drifting or maybe I just need a little push...

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Mentally Broken by justin_blzzle

(Warning: If you don't feel comfortable with cutting, suicide, etc. I wouldn't read this story) How did I end up here, in a mental hospital? I'm not a physco, right? After all, I'm just a suicidal girl who tried to kill herself by pointing a gun to her head. I don't belong here in this hellhole. I don't want a roommate who's crazy in the head. His name is Justin Bieber, by the way. He doesn't belong here either. Justin's actually pretty normal. We're just victims of society who can't help ourselves. We're mentally fucked up. We're mentally trapped. We're Mentally Broken.

The Painful Secret. by MarilynMonroeLover

I was slowly waking up, licking my lips and looking around me, this room doesn't look like mine.. I started sobbing quietly getting up from the bed and picking up my little black dress from the floor, my shoes nowhere to be seen. I was so hurt, my body was hurting, my legs were weak but the pain between my legs was the worst, I put on my dress and looked at myself in the mirror. "Where are your friends Rosie?! Where are your fucking friends?" I asked myself, then I noticed a couple hickeys in my neck "Bastard!" I screamed and punched the mirror with my hand, it started to bleed so I squeezed my hand and wiped my tears "I'll take this pain, I deserved it." I whispered and bit my bottom lip, getting out of this place and got in taxi only in my dress, my parents are probably upset, I wasn't home all night, punishment again. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Story from twitter!!! Go follow @dramakingjdb @dramakingjdb!!!!!!! She is the one who actually wrote it!

It Wasn't Love ✔️ by depressedn0nce

"Fuck." He whispers into my neck, sending a thrill of excitement through my body. His lips still smothered kisses over my neck and his hands roamed my body, starting at my chest, going down to my stomach. Caressing my soft skin, his thumb trailed circles on my groin before slightly slipping into the waistband of my jeans. My breath catches in my throat as I pull at the hoodie that covered his chiselled body. Understanding, Jacob pulls it off in one swift movement before attaching his lips back on my neck. Sucking and biting it before flicking his tongue over the sore spot. A quiet moan leaves my mouth and I clasp my hand over it, denying any noise to escape. "You drive me fucking crazy, Aria." ---------------------------- Aria Bailey finds it hard to fit in. Her parents are always busy and never have time for her. She lives alone at her family home and has top grades in all of her classes. But being a 17 year old friendless nerd comes with its disadvantages. The bullying gets worse every single day, driving her to self harm and suicidal thoughts. Aria learns more about popular boy, Jacob Rickson and starts developing feelings for the well known 18 year old. Jacob helps her come out of her shell and learn to be more comfortable and confident. Aria has to make a tough decision by choosing if she would rather be with Jacob and be bullied by her mind for eternity, or to leave and be left alone, exactly how she wants to be. -Strangers to lovers -Right person, wrong time

Because Of Him by Love_Sucks21

As a young girl she was only happy. Not a care in the world or insecurity to worry about. She was a bigger girl and was teased when she reached 3rd grade. She cried her tears to her mom, but as she got older she cried them to herself. Alone in the dark as a tear rolls off her nose, she drops her head and lets out a big scream into her pillow. Not to let her parents hear, this is beginning to become her normal routine. Her tears dry and she lays on her back looking up at the ceiling, her body is cold and life less. Suicide has become an appealing option to her. But instead she pushes those thoughts back and rolls over on her side and drifts off to sleep, alone and empty inside, she was now beautifully curvy but her insecurities never let her see that. Until the new bad boy comes into play and changes everything

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It wasn't meant for them to fall for each other. But they did. After all love don't see age, colour, shape or anything. It just happens. They tried but they submitted into their endless love that was there even before they knew. They just needed to realize despite the fact that she was his adopted daughter. They had to keep their love a secret. But secrets do get revealed. They cannot be hidden forever. What happens when the world forbid their love? Will the world, the society will be able to accept their love? They didn't knew. But All they wanted for love was each other. Cover by amazing @-secuteari A Bieberstinvibes Creation™ All rights reserved® ____________ Read the first chapter to understand the story more briefly, if you have having any difficulties in understanding or if you are having any second thoughts about the book. Trust me you will like this book. Just give it a try❤ WARNING: THIS BOOK CONTAINS ALOT OF MATURE CONTAINS SUCH AS SWEARING, SMUT, ETC. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!

Too Close for Comfort • jdb ( #wattys2016 ) by jendallfeels

• what if the one person you wanted the most in life, was the one person you couldn't have? • He sighs. "Mary, I'm not feeling sorry for you." He returns. "Oh yeah, than what exactly are you doing?" "I'm worrying about you. Because that's what people who care about each other do. They worry. " "Oh please, you don't worry about me," I mumble, the tiny bit of drunk in me making an appearance. "Because if you did, you would know." He knits his dark brows. "Know what?" Oh my god, here it comes. "Know.." I breath out. "..know what I want." His face softens a little. "Ok Mary, what exactly do you want?" I don't answer right away. But instead have a mental debate in my head. Are you sure you wanna do this? Are you sure you wanna risk everything, put everything on the line? In the end, it's a no brainer. "You." I finally answer. And with that, I smash my lips unto his. ○ a story in which a beautiful free spirited girl falls in love with her stepbrother ○ --- Based on the book Dollhouse By The Kardashians & the movie Clueless --- *** this is a rewrite of the story "Once Known as Icky" which is found on my old account @lexiarian. That story is not relevant and has no affiliation with this one. Most names have been changed (accept for Justin's, of course) and the events have been modified. --- CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE, SEXUAL CONTENT AND DEALS WITH TOPICS OF DRUG USE & SENSITIVE ISSUES. --- Copyright © 2015 by Lexi Arian All rights reserved. --- DO NOT STEAL, REPOST, OR USE AS YOUR OWN. IF I AM NOTIFIED OF ANYONE DOING SO, SHIT WILL GO DOWN.

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Fixing Her ✅ by QueenOfTheAngels

Squeal to His Curvy Chick I placed my head in my hands, I felt like crap, my mind went to the razors and how that pain would make me feel better but I can't do that to Chris and I made a promise to Andrea but are they really worth it?. I got up from the bed and went onto the balcony, we were on the second floor. I contemplated suicide so many times I've lost count. It must be amazing to feel nothing, to be numb. I know they'll miss me but after a while I'll be nothing but a faint memory, Andrea will move on being a mother, Alex will find someone great to love and have a few children and Chris will find someone better, right?. I stared at the sky, the sun was blazing and the sky was clear. I felt the morning breeze hit my skin sending a shiver down my spine. Why did it have to me is a question I used to ask every day until Andrea came into my life and now I just feel like giving up, I took a deep breath and gripped onto the railing.

BROWN SKIN | BOOK 1 by StoriesofaSTEMgirlie

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Save Me From Me •Complete• [Editing] by Blessed_Bae_

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Mentally Broken cover

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Too Close for Comfort • jdb ( #wattys2016 ) cover

Justin Bieber Imagines [Interracial] cover

Fixing Her ✅ cover

BROWN SKIN | BOOK 1 cover

Save Me From Me •Complete• [Editing] cover

Mentally Broken

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