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my heart is refusing me | loreen

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Parts 4
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daddyblogger1010

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It gets worse before it gets better. 

2012, Baku, young Carmen Capelle swears she's met the love of her life. 

2023, Liverpool, she meets her again. 

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The title will most likely change later on. Also, literally remind me to write 'cause between editing, drawing and keeping up (or trying to) a healthy lifestyle I forget stuff. 

My attempt at angst, I guess, but not too much. No smut most likely, 'cause one, I suck at writing it and two, she's a real person. Just mentions of it happening. 

Beware, this will probably end up discontinued because I can't finish anything ever.

Anyway, enjoy!All Rights Reserved

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Interpreter - Bojan Cvjetićanin by ZoeGacha15

My name is Aino, and I just speak several languages... I had the extraordinary chance to use my knowledge for Eurovsion. It was just a few days, but man... It was incredible. Greetings from France! I really don't know how to make a summary ._. This story is now finished !! (25th of June, 00:00!!)

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