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It gets worse before it gets better. 

2012, Baku, young Carmen Capelle swears she's met the love of her life. 

2023, Liverpool, she meets her again. 

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The title will most likely change later on. Also, literally remind me to write 'cause between editing, drawing and keeping up (or trying to) a healthy lifestyle I forget stuff. 

My attempt at angst, I guess, but not too much. No smut most likely, 'cause one, I suck at writing it and two, she's a real person. Just mentions of it happening. 

Beware, this will probably end up discontinued because I can't finish anything ever.

Anyway, enjoy!All Rights Reserved

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