Si·lence the pain
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"This is too much for a 14-year-old," I said tired.
"YOU ARE 14," Azra said. "I don't understand how your language is so dirty, you're a baby."
"says someone whose name stands for virgin," I said while sitting up straight. Oile starts to laugh his ass off. " what the fuck is funny dipshit!" she yelled at him. I start to think about how I got here again.
Seeing people happy makes me believe there is happiness in the world, But I guess it's not made for me
"GET YOUR HEAD OUT THE FUCKING GUTTER, THIS IS LIFE, THIS IS ME, I AM PAIN, I LIVE THROUGH IT, I NEED IT, I'm sorry so sorry please I need it I can't live without it"
I need it...
To live...
Give me...
Mo-
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