♡Not A Girl♡ - 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑴𝒂𝒓𝒔 𝑺𝒕𝒂𝒓 - Wattpad

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♡Not A Girl♡

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abuse abuseawarness gay sh shawarness shinkami suicide trans transdenki

Hikari was always different from other girls. She still loved playing with dolls, doing her hair, wearing pretty dresses. But there was something different. She'd look at other girls and just think "That's not me.." But she'd look at feminine boys, and really relate to them. She hated baths. She would refuse to take them for weeks, then when she did, she'd always wear a swimming suit. This only got worse once she hit puberty. But when she was 12, she was on her phone, on tiktok, when she saw it.

*That's me.*

《holaaaa so let's get some shit straight, first, trigger warnings for transphobia, homophobia, self harm, suicide, and mentions of rape. next, Hikari = Denki. Also this starts out on his 8th birthday, but it's not all boring! I pinky winky promise! there's some shinkami in here lovelies so please readddd<3333 it's super slay, I personally love it》All Rights Reserved

abuse abuseawarness gay sh shawarness shinkami suicide trans transdenki

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I'll always be here for you (ft. dadzawa)

I ran to the bathroom and went into the big stall. I sat down on the ground barely breathing. I was tapping my chest so I wouldn't dissociate. I hated dissociating. I heard the door open, and I covered my mouth so whoever it was couldn't hear me. "Izu?" I heard Toshi say. He crawled under the stall door because I couldn't get up, I was so dizzy I couldn't see straight. He wrapped his arms around me as I cried. "It's alright I'm right here Izu." He said softly. "T-Toshi?" I asked. "Yes?" He asked. "I think I'm going to-" I started as my vision went black.