Love hurts

Nataly POV
Omg I can't believe this ok so my neighbor the worlds hottest guy I have ever met is going to my school ok well let me be honest I'm not really the type to go around Dating hot guys because of course like every other story I'm one of those pathetic girls who don't get guys and I mean any guys in general it's that bad but it's weird how I'm completely wrong to me I'm ordinary just have blue eyes dirty blonde hair and that's all I really see in myself but somehow guys seem to actually like me well at first until they get to know the real me which even scares me sometimes idk maybe it's the fact I was broken by another guy or I just don't believe in love like haven't you ever felt like love is full of heartbreak it just rely annoys me how I can go anywhere the mall or even target and either see couples making out next to a water fountain or a girl crying in the restroom stall but the more I think and think about it I start to think I know why guys don't date me