Lilies - Grell Sutcliff Songfic

Cross-posted to my Ao3.
A Grell Sutcliff songfic inspired by the song Lilies by Ethel Cain. I wrote it in about thirty minutes, so, it's nowhere near perfect. I may make it a full story if well received enough- we shall see.
The reader is a cis woman, but otherwise as ambiguous as possible race and feature wise. Grell is canonically a bisexual trans woman, so she also is here, accept and like it or don't read.