She's My Only Girl

"I am so sorry that I hurt you Ni I just cant ever forgive myself if you left me and knowing I was the one of you hurt" I said as I cried

"But you still fucked her not once not twice but three times Emily how can I ever forgive you now?" she said as tears fell from her eyes

"Just because we were having problems doesn't mean you go out and cheat on me and it was with your ex Emily your fucking ex how can I fucking forgive you now after all the things we went through since fucking middle school Emily fucking middle school!" I looked down I couldn't bare to look her in the eye I colden't bare to see her hurt because of me

"Do you really love me Emily or was it all just a lie?" she asked me but I didn't look at her

"I guess that answered my question" she looked at me before talking again "Good bye Emily Rose Lara Rosa" she took off the necklaces I first gave to her when we first stared dating. She held my hand and put the necklaces in the palm of my hand and walked off

This couldn't be the end of us I have to gain her trust back so she can trust me again but I had to clear my mind first.

I Went to the beach where we had out first date first kiss and first everything the time where she first touched me sexully the time I heard her moan my name when we first had sex the first time we met our first evrything.

I sat by the water and held my knees in as I cried my heart out I couldn't lose her she is my everything I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for her I probably be dead if it wasn't for her.

I cried for a while but then I realized something, something I hadn't realized in a long time because I was so down bad her Ninia I would die for her I would kill for her I would lie for her I would do anything as long as I knew she was mine and mine only.

I went back home to find Ninia not there, where could she be? I shrugged it off and went to go buy the things I need to do this. Once I was done I heard a knock on the door hoping it was Ninia but when I opend the door.