I Lived It (part 1)
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I'm letting go, I'm starting new
The days have changed I can see it
The weathers warming up, the skies are blue
Telling me that days are gonna get better and I believe it
I wake up, get out of bed and get ready for the day
Got everything I need at home, how could it be better this way?
Moving on took some time but I'm now a better person
Never will I try to be someone I'm not, I'll be myself, for certain
I'll keep growing, in my mind, and in the way I am living
Have patience for my unruly and exaggerated behavior, take time to become forgiving
I was foolish for my actions, even I saw it
Not once did I try to snap back into reality I didn't even make the slightest effort to just stop it
I'm not calling it quits but I must admit the way I acted wasn't fine
You may not believe me, but I really felt like I was not in the right mind
I tried once, I tried again, but then I slipped and fell
I was always feeling satisfied but guilty as well
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