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Pain, suffering, and Jesus / Tom Koulitz

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The girl moves to live with her father from an abusive life. The girl thinks her life starts all over again until she meets a guy from her workplace. She suffered 19 years of abuse, and now she suffers from depression and emotional abuse until she can no longer stand and come up with the idea of ending her life. Will she end her life, or will her love save her from this situation? Read this story to find out. 

❗️TW❗️
Mentioned rape, abuse, suicide and other things.

PS
In this fanfic, Tom does not represent as a bad person.
Also, this fanfic is not edited. I apologise for grammar or word errors. 

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