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Pain, suffering, and Jesus / Tom Koulitz

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The girl moves to live with her father from an abusive life. The girl thinks her life starts all over again until she meets a guy from her workplace. She suffered 19 years of abuse, and now she suffers from depression and emotional abuse until she can no longer stand and come up with the idea of ending her life. Will she end her life, or will her love save her from this situation? Read this story to find out. 

❗️TW❗️
Mentioned rape, abuse, suicide and other things.

PS
In this fanfic, Tom does not represent as a bad person.
Also, this fanfic is not edited. I apologise for grammar or word errors. 

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THE BLACK TULIP | TOM KAULITZ by mechanicallbride

"𝐃𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐑𝐀𝐁𝐋𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐀𝐑𝐄?" Tom says. I stare deeply into his eyes, lust being the only emotion glistening off of his eyes. "𝐍-𝐍𝐎." I say, looking down at my feet, nervousness spreading through my whole body as he continues looking at me like that. "𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐀𝐓 𝐌𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐈 𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐊 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐊𝐄." He says, roughly grabbing my chin to look up at him, our lips inches apart from one other. - 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐊𝐄 𝐒𝐔𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐀𝐍, a hardworking young woman. It was a normal day for her, working at a simple club as a bartender. Little did she know, that night would change her whole life. Meeting new people means new relationships, new relationships leads to heartbreak and betrayals. Will Brooke get her heart broken? Will she not? 𝐓𝐎𝐌 𝐊𝐀𝐔𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐙, a heartless human, his heart only having a soft spot for his brother. He made a promise to protect Brooke under any circumstances, however the one rule he made to himself was to not have any sort of feeling towards Brooke. Will Tom break his promise? Will he not? Read to find out... ____________________________________________ [𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘥: 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳/27/23] [𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘥: 𝘢𝘱𝘳𝘪𝘭/19/24] ____________________________________________

My Bully ~ Tom Kaulitz by 7kaulitz

DISCLAIMER ~ this fanfic does contain various things that could be triggering, such as self harm, suicidal thoughts, attempts, blood, bullying etc. Please be aware of this. Things in life aren't going so well for you. You find yourself in a position where you just want it all to end. You're abused at home, abused at school, and you don't feel safe anywhere. Although things were that way, Bill Kaulitz, your bully's twin brother, helped you through. But somehow it made it worse, as in it began to make multiple feelings exchange.

A painter's game - Tom Kaulitz by Tokiokatiz

This story is inspired by My living nightmare, a different story and not as rough. But with an Interesting story, suprises, plot twists and more. A young girl moves to germany, gets a job at a new place owned by the puissant twins, Tom Kaulitz and Bill Kaulitz. Not knowing what she has gotten into, falling for their lies and unlocks new secrets. Will she regret she ever even met them? (Warning for sensitive topics, read at your own risk.) My spelling and writing can be weird and hard to read sometimes since I write really fast and it's not my first language. I'm still continuing this, it was supposed to be done but I've got a lot of ideas I'm working on a rewritten one, which is better written and it's gonna be longer but this is the original! Everything written by me.

decisions (tom kaulitz x reader) by SLUSHCHRRY

tom is 20, y/n is 19 y/n has known the kaulitz twins since she was 10, her and bill became friends in elementary school. they were always close. tom never really seemed to care about y/n... or had she been wrong? WARNING: this story will contain smut so if u don't fw that then TURN BACK AND FIND A DIFFERENT STORY 🫶🏼 pls avoid writing negative comments and feel free to leave any suggestions you have for the story :) (i may or may not use them depending on if i feel they fit the story or not) any chapters containing smut for you dirty mfs who just want some smut will have "⚠️" in the chapter title 😘😘 love you guys and enjoy 🫶🏼

PROMISCUOUS BOY by hehelissa

"promiscuous girl, wherever you are, I'm all alone, and it's you that I want." "promiscuous boy, you already know, that I'm all yours, what you waiting for?" - . . "what if I kissed you right now?" "you know you can't." . . you're an eighteen year old girl, the main vocalist and most popular/favourited member of your band 'Astral Crown' which began in 2005. you met another famous band that same year, Tokio hotel and three years later (2008) became romantically close with a specific member of Tokio hotel, Tom kaulitz. however, everyone else doesn't want you two together because you are both labelled as promiscuous people that are no good for eachother and can't be seen in a serious relationships due to your various past relationships. your manager and other fellow band members believe that it would ruin you and the bands reputation and disapprove of the idea of you two together. what problems will you and Tom face because of your feelings for eachother? will you hide it or confess? will you get together and announce your relationship publicly or keep it behind closed doors? what does it lead to and how does it end? . . . . . . CONTAINS SMUT, ALCOHOL USE, DRUG USE, SEXU@LIZATION, SEXU@L HARASSMENT, DEPRESSION, BIPOLAR DISORDER, AND MORE!!

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Karolin Meyer, a 17 year old girl, is a member of a band named TOKIO HOTEL. She's a best friend with Bill Kaulitz and a friend with Tom. There is one thing that only Bill knows: She's madly in love with Tom since 2nd grade. But Tom doesn't seem to feel the same way towards her. Or at least she thinks.. Plus every girl wants him and he's a player that can get each of them for one night and she doesn't want to be one of them. She knows the Kaulitz twins since birth. Their mothers used to be best friends. Why used? Karolin's mother died in a car accident two month ago. She always used to be happy but since then she lost her happiness. She tries to hide it and acts happy but her father started drinking and her older sister, Amelia, who is her biggest support is planning on moving away with her boyfriend of 10 years. Will she ever be happy again? ⚠️self harm, anorexia, some smut, abuse⚠️ Friends to lovers ENJOY!

a kaulitz's target by iris4ngel

tom & bill kaulitz is the most admired men in tokyo but they only had their eyes at one particular woman which is elizabeth, they both kidnap her as they make her fall in love with them. but in the end she could only choose one lucky guy to be with her. who will she choose? we both sat down on the top of the cliff looking at the amazing view, he looked at me placing his hand on my teary face "don't cry darling it's okay" he whispered wiping my tears off my face using his thumb. "you found your love you found the love of your life.. enjoy it okay?" he quietly said to me "i hope we'll meet again" i smiled at him as we both looked at the shinning star on the midnight glaze i knew we couldn't be together.. i found my man i found the love of my life and i could only have one. i sighed and looked to him as he hugged me tightly "i'm gonna miss you" he said with a hurt tone i knew he was hurt but i couldn't control it. he slowly pushed back to speak to me, he opened his mouth to say something "𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓶𝓸𝓸𝓷 𝓲𝓼 𝓼𝓸 𝓫𝓮𝓪𝓾𝓽𝓲𝓯𝓾𝓵, 𝓲𝓼𝓷𝓽 𝓲𝓽?" . . . . . . . 12th on tokio hotel- 12/5/2023 2rd on tom kaulitz- 12/27/2023 14th in tokio hotel- 11/24/2023 . . . *WARNING* (this book contains: Abuse,Rape, major sex scenes) you've been warned!

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BLIND LOVE - Tom Kaulitz by impurty

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"𝐃𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐑𝐀𝐁𝐋𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐀𝐑𝐄?" Tom says. I stare deeply into his eyes, lust being the only emotion glistening off of his eyes. "𝐍-𝐍𝐎." I say, looking down at my feet, nervousness spreading through my whole body as he continues looking at me like that. "𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐀𝐓 𝐌𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐈 𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐊 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐊𝐄." He says, roughly grabbing my chin to look up at him, our lips inches apart from one other. - 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐊𝐄 𝐒𝐔𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐀𝐍, a hardworking young woman. It was a normal day for her, working at a simple club as a bartender. Little did she know, that night would change her whole life. Meeting new people means new relationships, new relationships leads to heartbreak and betrayals. Will Brooke get her heart broken? Will she not? 𝐓𝐎𝐌 𝐊𝐀𝐔𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐙, a heartless human, his heart only having a soft spot for his brother. He made a promise to protect Brooke under any circumstances, however the one rule he made to himself was to not have any sort of feeling towards Brooke. Will Tom break his promise? Will he not? Read to find out... [𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘥: 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳/27/23] [𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘥: 𝘢𝘱𝘳𝘪𝘭/19/24]