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please hold on, for me..im here for you ( bill kaulitz x fem!reader)

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still__a_freak_

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bill billkaulitz boyband germany mental mentalhealth selfharmawareness suicideattempt tokiohotel tomkaulitz

im sorry i put it as a fem reader because its easier for me to write from that type of body? per say lol? i am fem so its just easier for me to write that because i know what its like to be a girl and i don't know what it is like to be a boy (even though sometimes i wish i was) 

explaining the book:⤵️
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y/n = your name

h/c = hair color

e/c = eye color

s/n = sisters name
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TRIGGER WARNINGS FOR THE HOLE STORY!!! 
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self harm/cutting-
abuse-
panic attacks-
talk about suicide and trying to do it-
Drugs/drinking-
Vivid nightmares-
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PLEASE TAKE THESE SERIOUS, I don't not want you remembering or having a panic attack because I have talked about something that triggered you. one more thing just to get this clear and out of the way, I will only write about stuff I have been through because I know the pain, I'm sorry if I don't not write about a subject that you want me too but again I only write about stuff I have been through, I would never make something up and write about it because I don't want to make anyone mad and just in general making shit up and writing about without being through the pain to me seems pretty bad to me at least.

everything that i write about in this book is something i have been through, saying this again i will not write about something i have not been through because i don't know the pain of it. so if you don't like a topic im talking about then don't read. Thank you good byeAll Rights Reserved

bill billkaulitz boyband germany mental mentalhealth selfharmawareness suicideattempt tokiohotel tomkaulitz

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Secret Mind ✓ by sadlyish

"She's right! She's right! I don't cut in the right spot." My hold tightens on my wrist. The red blood oozes out of my wrist. I slide up and grab my bag and run out of the bathroom. I don't care if people can see the blood I just want to get out. I race for the doors and shove through people. I earn a lot of glares and glances that read "weirdo." I ignore and push. I run to my house and lock myself in my bathroom. I don't bother closing the front door cause I don't care if people come in to kill me. I grab my razor and cut deep cuts into my arm and wrists falling into a pool of my own blood. • • • Evangeline has a great life. Friends? Check! Good grades? Check! Loving family? Check! But what if she has secrets that nobody knows of? What if the only thing she can trust is her secret diary? What if slowly but surly she's dying inside? How can an innocent twelve year old deal with these problems? Will she keep on facing these problem till the day she breaks. Her school burns down forcing her into a different school to meet different people and she has to fit into a different lifestyle as well. Meet Evangeline. Now at 17 years of age in a new high school. Not all girls anymore. No uniform. Meet Drake. Your classic bad-boy. He just moved to Saint Abigail high school. He is assigned partners with the quiet, calm, unnoticed Evangeline. As time progresses he finds that she isn't as happy on the inside as she is on the outside. Can he save her? Or is it too late? • • • Some rude language. Depression and cutting. Don't say I didn't warn you. Okay, I wrote this at the start of this year (may 2016) and I had very poor writing skills. This book hasn't been edited and the whole idea is cliche so I wouldn't recommend you read it but I'm not stopping you, either. Read at your own risk. • • • Copyright © 2017 by -moonlust. All rights reserved.

~ℒℴ𝓋ℯ 𝓀𝓃ℴ𝓉~ || tokio hotel|| Tom kaulitz|| by tokiohote4llife

This book is a mix of my first book, him and I and my hell. So if you didn't read those then I'll just explain what each one is. My first book is based of him and I the song as they both are so In love but things ruin it for them in teenage years till a few later they are married and my hell is based if mln, it's just like mln but less of the sexual things,all the explicit stuff ect. ⚠️contains stuff such as, murder,self-harm,suicidal attempts,smut,rape. These things won't occur till chap 19 and on⚠️ This book has been read through and should be up to date with everything. "I picked her body up and pulled it close to me as I felt tears swell up in my eyes. I looked up to see the girls screaming in pain as they had been shot but Lilly wasn't responding. "Lils don't die on me please" "Lilly" "LILLY" "LILLY JUSY WAKE THE FUCK UP" I felt my eyes get wet from tears as I yelled in pain. "LILLY" I yelled as bill put his arm around me, my hands were covered in blood, her blood."

"My Little Monster~"|| Selever X Reader [DISCONTINUED] by lazyazz_bijj

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Secret Mind ✓

"She's right! She's right! I don't cut in the right spot." My hold tightens on my wrist. The red blood oozes out of my wrist. I slide up and grab my bag and run out of the bathroom. I don't care if people can see the blood I just want to get out. I race for the doors and shove through people. I earn a lot of glares and glances that read "weirdo." I ignore and push. I run to my house and lock myself in my bathroom. I don't bother closing the front door cause I don't care if people come in to kill me. I grab my razor and cut deep cuts into my arm and wrists falling into a pool of my own blood. • • • Evangeline has a great life. Friends? Check! Good grades? Check! Loving family? Check! But what if she has secrets that nobody knows of? What if the only thing she can trust is her secret diary? What if slowly but surly she's dying inside? How can an innocent twelve year old deal with these problems? Will she keep on facing these problem till the day she breaks. Her school burns down forcing her into a different school to meet different people and she has to fit into a different lifestyle as well. Meet Evangeline. Now at 17 years of age in a new high school. Not all girls anymore. No uniform. Meet Drake. Your classic bad-boy. He just moved to Saint Abigail high school. He is assigned partners with the quiet, calm, unnoticed Evangeline. As time progresses he finds that she isn't as happy on the inside as she is on the outside. Can he save her? Or is it too late? • • • Some rude language. Depression and cutting. Don't say I didn't warn you. Okay, I wrote this at the start of this year (may 2016) and I had very poor writing skills. This book hasn't been edited and the whole idea is cliche so I wouldn't recommend you read it but I'm not stopping you, either. Read at your own risk. • • • Copyright © 2017 by -moonlust. All rights reserved.