Mansion within my mind...

How can you just pretend? Things don't always stay the same, you either have to change it and do it yourself how you want it to be, or someone else will do it their way. I can assure you, you wouldn't like it if it wasn't your way. That's how this universe works, wherever you go- wherever you leave. There will always be a friend, there will always be an enemy. That's for you of course silly! The friend and enemy part. My story has none of them, none! Only the enemy part. Guess you wouldn't really know what that's like in my shoes? Aight... of course you don't have a slight chance to- that's if you have a disorder but no one can tell because mine is the mildest - (the rarest they've seen). I still have it, it's withing me, like a mansion within my mind. Waiting for the next time to strike, like the enemy watching your back... Who always knows where you are.
Of course when something from my disorder comes out and i go well... crazy? People say it's overreacting. That's only because they don't know. If they did, people and my life would have been a whole lot different.