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This is Me Trying ⭑ Rafe Cameron

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Reads 1,533,150
Votes 44,546
Parts 69
Time 28h 28m

After a year away at Kitty Hawk, Cassie Maybank returns to the Outerbanks with a determination to get her life back on track. To stay healthy, to make her own friends, to live a normal, steady life like every teenage girl should. But after hearing the news of the passing of one of her closest friends, and coming back to the island, she realizes her brother's letters severely underestimated how much had truly changed.

A lot can happen in a year. 
Friends become strangers, brothers become liars. Some enemies become allies, some enemies become lovers.

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Thalassophile // JJ Maybank by 22_rayna_22

𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚜𝚘𝚙𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚎 : 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚎𝚊 Franklin moves to the Outer Banks after a tragic accident back home. She moves on with her estranged father, thinking it would be a boring summer. Though, she later finds out the Island she had grew up on held a lot more secrets. "ꜰʀᴀɴᴋʟɪɴ... ʏᴏᴜ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀꜱᴛᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ɢɪʀʟ? ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ɢɪʀʟ." Finding comfort in a certain Pogue leads her down a path of adventure, heartbreak and one crazy summer. Thank you to @-goldenstarkey for the cover! [OCxJJ] Highest Ranks: #2 in johnb #4 in obxfanfic #3 in jjmaybanfanfic #6 in kiaracarerra #1 in popeheyward

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Cassandra Carrera is an 18 year old girl who drowns her problems and trauma with alcohol, drugs and sex. She grew up with her alcoholic mother who did nothing but make the girl miserable. A month after her 18th birthday, her mother goes missing, something the woman has done as long as Cassie can remember, and she decides to stay with her father in the Outer Banks. The Carrera girl is ecstatic to finally be living with her father, step mother and half sister, all of which she has great relationships with. Once she's back in the Outer Banks she's faced with old faces and new problems, maybe even some new feelings. Follow Cassandra on her journey in the Outer Banks. season one - au rafe cameron x fem!oc

Forsaken {Female OC X JJ Maybank} by ellajge

{Book 1/2} Growing up in the shadow of her older half brother, John B, would not have been the life Harley would have chosen. But then again, she also wouldn't have chosen to be poor, have a deadbeat Mom, an asshole of a Dad, and she definitely wouldn't have chosen to live in the outerbanks. After being dumped there at age six, Harley learnt quickly, that when you're a pogue, you don't have the best of luck. After being blackmailed by JJ, her brothers annoying best friend, Harley somehow finds herself getting in way over her head on a treasure hunt with John B and his friends, and in the chaos of it all, she finds herself starting to accept the fact that maybe pogue life isn't that bad after all, and maybe a certain blonde headed pogue in particular, wasn't as annoying as she originally thought. For the purpose of this story and the content in it, Harley is sixteen at the start of season 1 and the Pogues/ kooks are aged up by 1 year. Season 1- complete Edited Season 2- complete Edited Season3- complete Not edited Female OC x JJ Maybank Content warning- Bad Language Violence Sexual Content Depression Anxiety Domestic Violence I do not own any characters nor the plot from Outerbanks. I only own Harley and her plot.

HOW TO: BE A POGUE | john b routledge by appetenxe

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OMEN |Rafe Cameron| by drewdr0ps

Since her mother's passing she felt alone and drifting against the tide. Eli wanted to be free. A haunting past she can't keep running away from. But he made her feel grounded, or did he? A fight between addiction and love, Rafe and Eli couldn't be more different. But what if they were the same? "𝓟𝓮𝓸𝓹𝓵𝓮 𝓭𝓸 𝓫𝓪𝓭 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓼 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝔂 𝓪𝓻𝓮 𝓽𝓻𝔂𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓸 𝓼𝓾𝓻𝓿𝓲𝓿𝓮" Started- 13/03/24 Finished- ????? *THIS DOES NOT FOLLOW THE PLOT OF OBX HOWEVER THE GOLD ETC IS MENTIONED* #1. rafecameron [06.06.24] #1. rafecameronfanfic [08.07.24] #1. outerbanks [30.10.24] #1. obx [30.10.24] #1. rafe [30.10.24] #1. drewstarkey [30.10.24] #1. kooks [30.10.24] #1. rafecameronfanfic [16.10.24]

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Forsaken {Female OC X JJ Maybank} cover

HOW TO: BE A POGUE | john b routledge cover

OMEN |Rafe Cameron| cover

ocean • jj maybank ² cover

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Unbreakable | JJ Maybank cover

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LITTLE SECRET | RAFE CAMERON cover

EFF IT! ➸ jj maybank cover

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𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐋𝐒 ∴ JJ Maybank² cover

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𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚜𝚘𝚙𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚎 : 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚎𝚊 Franklin moves to the Outer Banks after a tragic accident back home. She moves on with her estranged father, thinking it would be a boring summer. Though, she later finds out the Island she had grew up on held a lot more secrets. "ꜰʀᴀɴᴋʟɪɴ... ʏᴏᴜ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀꜱᴛᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ɢɪʀʟ? ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ɢɪʀʟ." Finding comfort in a certain Pogue leads her down a path of adventure, heartbreak and one crazy summer. Thank you to @-goldenstarkey for the cover! [OCxJJ] Highest Ranks: #2 in johnb #4 in obxfanfic #3 in jjmaybanfanfic #6 in kiaracarerra #1 in popeheyward