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This is Me Trying ⭑ Rafe Cameron

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Reads 986,697
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Parts 55
Time 21h 33m

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After a year away at Kitty Hawk, Cassie Maybank returns to the Outerbanks with a determination to get her life back on track. To stay healthy, to make her own friends, to live a normal, steady life like every teenage girl should. But after hearing the news of the passing of one of her closest friends, and coming back to the island, she realizes her brother's letters severely underestimated how much had truly changed.

A lot can happen in a year. 
Friends become strangers, brothers become liars. Some enemies become allies, some enemies become lovers.

© Inslaytiable | June 22nd, 2023All Rights Reserved

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Falling For You [ Rafe Cameron x Reader ] by crmexae

Y/N just moved to the Outer Banks with her aunt after her mother's death, she's never been there only few weeks at summer but never got along with no one. So this was a completely restart for her. Who would say that she was gonna fall in love with the most unexpected person, although that wasn't the only thing she would go through also break ups, friendships, drama, parties, everything that can happen in summer. ---- So for this story I'm not gonna follow the things that happens in the series, I'll add something's important to it but not everything!! I'm also not completely sure about what's gonna be in the story but I can say that there will a bit of everything <3

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{Book 1/2} Growing up in the shadow of her older half brother, John B, would not have been the life Harley would have chosen. But then again, she also wouldn't have chosen to be poor, have a deadbeat Mom, an asshole of a Dad, and she definitely wouldn't have chosen to live in the outerbanks. After being dumped there at age six, Harley learnt quickly, that when you're a pogue, you don't have the best of luck. After being blackmailed by JJ, her brothers annoying best friend, Harley somehow finds herself getting in way over her head on a treasure hunt with John B and his friends, and in the chaos of it all, she finds herself starting to accept the fact that maybe pogue life isn't that bad after all, and maybe a certain blonde headed pogue in particular, wasn't as annoying as she originally thought. For the purpose of this story and the content in it, Harley is sixteen at the start of season 1 and the Pogues/ kooks are aged up by 1 year. Season 1- complete Edited Season 2- complete Edited Season3- complete Not edited Female OC x JJ Maybank Content warning- Bad Language Violence Sexual Content Depression Anxiety Domestic Violence I do not own any characters nor the plot from Outerbanks. I only own Harley and her plot.

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Royals - Rafe Cameron cover

Falling For You [ Rafe Cameron x Reader ] cover

𝘔𝘖𝘕𝘖𝘊𝘏𝘖𝘗𝘚𝘐𝘚 ❁ 𝘑𝘑 𝘔𝘈𝘠𝘉𝘈𝘕𝘒 & 𝘒𝘐𝘈𝘙𝘈 𝘊𝘈𝘙𝘙𝘌𝘙𝘈 cover

bad intentions - rafe cameron cover

LITTLE SECRET | RAFE CAMERON cover

Thalassophile // JJ Maybank cover

𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐎𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐫𝐚 ☁️ 𝐑𝐚𝐟𝐞 𝐂𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐨𝐧 cover

HOW TO: BE A POGUE | john b routledge cover

𝐌𝐑 𝐓𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄 | JJ Maybank cover

𝐒𝐮𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐞 - JJ Maybank cover

𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐋𝐒 ∴ JJ Maybank² cover

perfect harmony • jj maybank ¹ cover

waves • jj maybank ¹ cover

𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐁𝐋𝐄𝐌𝐒 ∴ JJ Maybank¹ cover

EFF IT! ➸ jj maybank cover

Crash Dive ✶ JJ Maybank cover

Forsaken {Female OC X JJ Maybank} cover

wolves • jj maybank ² cover

𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐇𝐘 𝐎𝐅 𝐘𝐎𝐔| Kiara Carrera cover

Royals - Rafe Cameron

Eleanor 'El' Maybank was a Pogue through and through. Spending her life protecting her brother from their dad, the kids at school and the outside world, she never reay got a chance to have friends of her own. It made Sunday mornings on the HMS Pogue all that more interesting. After getting a job on Figure Eight and catching the eye of the Kook king, she's left wondering if its all really worth it? **** Outer Banks season one AU THIS IS NOT ME SUPPORTING THE MURDERER, COCAINE ADDICT SIDE OF RAFE - I JUST LOVE DREW STARKEY AND DONT WANT TO WRITE FOR THE ACTOR// THINK RAFES CHARACTER CAN REALLY GROW AND I WANT TO GUIDE THAT