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Heal Me or Let Me Die (Discontinued)

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angstwithhappyending anguish cql fanfiction healing life sadness shattered theuntamed wangyibo xiaozhan yibo yizhan zhan

Heal Me or Let Me Die

Xiao Zhan's world shattered three years ago, leaving him trapped in a life of silent suffering. Once filled with dreams, he now exists in the shadows-broken, numb, and drowning in self-loathing. Happiness is a distant memory, and hope? A cruel illusion.

But just when he has resigned himself to the abyss, an unexpected force enters his life-an angel in disguise, offering a lifeline. This angel sees something in him that he has long forgotten: the possibility of healing, of finding joy again.

Yet, the road to salvation is not easy. Will Xiao Zhan take the outstretched hand and step toward the light, or will he allow the darkness to consume him forever? The battle is his, but the choice... that might just change everything.




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This is a work of pure fiction, created entirely from my imagination. The actors mentioned in this story are not involved in any way. Only their names have been used, while everything else in this work is purely fictional.

Sharing or reposting this work on any other website is strictly prohibited without my permission.All Rights Reserved

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