I got married for first time. Lost into the depth of agony and despair. I no longer believe in love and romance. Will I ever able to come out of the deep,dark,hopeless blackhole in my life?? Will I ever experience the true essence of love ?? Do I still need to believe something called love?? Is it really exist in this word? ? Then I got married again. Has my life changed ? Or is it gonna be the same like before??!!!!!!