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About An

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DestroyThePretender

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This is the journal and journey of Ryder Grayson.
Recommend by his therapist (and forced by law) Ryder has to keep a journal for his group therapy discussions. But throughout what he likes to describe as "actual hell on earth" he meets Anabella Williams. A girl with too many secrets and scars for such a short life.
The mad and sad.
What could go wrong?
Everything
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A Solder's Tale (Book 1 of Something Series) (Completed) by RissaleWriter

All Ryder's life, he loved two girls with all his heart, mind, and soul. He cared about them so much that he would give the shirt off his back, if they had asked him to. He gave them his all, wanting them to be happy. The two girls he loved were his sister, Amelia, and the other was his best friend and next door neighbor, Anabella Wright. Sure, Ryder's life wasn't perfect, with his deceased mother and his drunk father, but he didn't care as long as he had his girls with him. Sure, his best friend wasn't his, but he loved her and didn't even try dating. However, everything changed when Ryder turned 18. What had happened? Well, his sister was killed and he joined the Army, after beating his father. He left his other girl, that had a baby, which wasn't his own. After 12 years, he's going back to Montana. However, things have changed. He lost one of his arms, and he got shot in the leg. He hadn't went back to Montana, because of fear of rejection. But, when the horse he has been working with is set on trial, Ryder has to be there for the month. What will happen in a month? Who knows what will happen to him. Will he get the girl of his dreams? Will he help this girl that he has been set in? Or will he go back to where he had been living, not knowing what will happen? Find out, in 'A Soldier's Tale'. _______________________________________ NOTE: IF YOU READ THIS BOOK ON ANY OTHER APP BESIDES WATTPAD THEN IT IS COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT. I GAVE NO ONE PERMISSION TO USE MY BOOK AND HAVE NOT POSTED IT ANYWHERE ELSE, SO... YA. REPORT THAT BOOK. Thanks. ~Rissa

The One Without The Happy Ending [18+] by -enticinghera

❝MY SILENCE IS MY EXPRESSION OF PAIN❞ Ryder Baizen, is your typical 'bad-boy'. The platinum blonde has every girl falling to his feet, while every boy attempts to be him. Everyone wants to be friends with him, but he only has two main friend's he can trust. One being Hunter Carter. Hunter Carter, has been popular since he first came into the world - that's what happens when you're born into the Carter bloodline. Hunter different from Ryder, he tend's to care more about people feelings. Hunter is highly protective of his sister, but that doesn't stop Ryder falling for the mysterious girl. Shelia Carter, the beautiful younger sister of Hunter. Unlike her older brother and his friendship group, she prefers to keep to herself occasionally reading book for peace. Everyone is confused by her - she's a mystery, a broken piece. All mysteries have secrets. Most stories have an happy ending, right? Well, not this one. valentinahera©

A Year With Williams by simrankaurmalhotra9

I wrote this when I was like 13. Never edited it. Read at your own risk. Hate A very strong word Love An even stronger emotion There will always be things you want, things that you need But how many of them you can actually get? That is life, it makes us lust about things we can't have and if we do, we are trapped. This is a journey about a girl with a past which isn't exactly filled with flowers but isn't exactly filled with storms too. And has traveled to let it go. It's just one year. Where will a year with Williams take her? We all want things, we crave them, we need them to breathe and carry on. But can we have them? That is what changes lives It changed Emmy's Highest rank #82 in teen fiction

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Suffocate by Yareyareara

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A Reckless Bet. by jane_maria

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