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This is the journal and journey of Ryder Grayson.
Recommend by his therapist (and forced by law) Ryder has to keep a journal for his group therapy discussions. But throughout what he likes to describe as "actual hell on earth" he meets Anabella Williams. A girl with too many secrets and scars for such a short life.
The mad and sad.
What could go wrong?
Everything
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