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Stones stones stones: a diary

Eleanor-Foxstars

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Reads 36
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Parts 15
Time 45m

Eleanor-Foxstars

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So I was deep diving my ancestry on line with the ethnic groups that are provided in my DNA test.  When I found out that the central Asians created or help create the stone cairn, I wanted to see what it would be like to make one.


That being said, I am coming up to a year since my mothers death, and I was just a complete hell in a handbasket, emotionally speaking.  So I talked my mental health worker.  She said that I should do some thing honour my mother.  And the one thing that came to mind was the stone cairn.  


This is my journey with my ancestors to help guide me from greif.    Let's see what the summer of 2023, is going to bring.




Started July 23, 2023
Completed and on Amazon July 10, 2023




#1- nonreligious (July 1 2023)
#1- lifeandtimes (July 1 2023)
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