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This is how it feels

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Reads 37
Votes 5
Parts 3
Time 14m

Mature

angst breakup development drama fights happy highschool love lovestory nosmutt relashionship romance sad teenagers

Ethan and Maya were best friends until a harsh relationship and misunderstandings got in the way. Now all that's left is two broken hearts. Can the two pick up the pieces and fit them back together or will they be filled with regret and continue to walk on the broken hearts, causing them to hurt even more.


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-inspired by the song "this is how it feels" by d4vd and laufey

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I Loved You Blindly [Complete]

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