I Don't Know
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Last published Sat, Jun 6, 2015
Even though I'm just in middle school I still feel like I never belong. Everyone hates the the popular girls. And by everyone I mean all the boys. I'd rather be with the boys rather than all the girls but I don't want to be a loner.
I'm probably not popular but it really doesn't matter. Everyone thinks of me as a rich kid but really I hate being called that. If any boy really wanted me they would think of me and who I am or not what I have. My life is confusing with so many turns. Trust me anyone would wanna be me.
Even though I'm just in middle school I already have a boyfriend and my mom thinks I should only date when I'm 16 but my dad... well, he just wants me to live my life. My mom can be mean but really she's just trying to help you and my dad... well he's the nice one.
So anyways what's this book about? Honestly I really don't know.
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