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Shattered Illusions

awanderingghostt

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Reads 489
Votes 61
Parts 23
Time 3h 38m

awanderingghostt

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ceo dark erotic fear foullanguage hallucinations hot kiss love lovestory mentaldisorder mentalhealth passion possessive romance savemefrommyself sexscenes sexualthemes suicide suicideattempt suspense trauma youngadult

A young woman who was suicidal since a long time finally once attempted it but saved by the CEO of Chase Industries ltd. Though little did he know, he was walking into the unchartered territory of hallucinations and other past traumas. 
Would their love be her reincarnation or his own destruction?
Or will he finally make his peace with his own traumas?
Follow the heart touching story of the two lovers battling mental health issues as they seek companionship in each other. 
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"Don't worry princess... You're not alone. No matter how many ghosts may come and haunt you; I'll still fight them all to come hold you even in the afterlife. You're my everything - the beginning, the end and the in-between!"
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Depression, mention of suicide and mental trauma is basically the foundation of this book. Please be careful of the trigger warnings. Wish you the best though! :)

This story contains:
Sexual content
Violence
Rape and abuse
Depression 
Suicidal attempts

But more importantly, lots of love!

* Awareness for mental health issues is must. *
"There is hope, even if your brain tells you there isn't." ~John GreenAll Rights Reserved

ceo dark erotic fear foullanguage hallucinations hot kiss love lovestory mentaldisorder mentalhealth passion possessive romance savemefrommyself sexscenes sexualthemes suicide suicideattempt suspense trauma youngadult

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Release Me by anna_rose01

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Cacophony by DivergentlyYours

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