When I'm Gone - Book 1 of the Phoenix Rising Series (Steve Rogers X Reader)

Steve Rogers married the love of his life in a grand spectacle while on the run from the US government. The newlyweds enjoyed exactly one year of marital bliss before half the world, including Steve's best friends, Bucky Barnes and Sam Wilson, blipped out of existence at the hand of the Mad Titan. They've both lost people, but one of them is coping better than the other. Grieving the loss of Bucky and Sam, and carrying the guilt of letting the world down, Steve tries to find solace in the arms of his wife as they work together to weather the storms of this new existence and build the future they both dreamed of. But, he can't shake the infinite feeling of failure and the need to fix what Thanos broke, no matter the cost.