toxic fantasy || justin phan
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  • Reads 195
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  • Parts 7
  • Time 29m
Ongoing, First published Jun 27, 2023
Mature
i cried with the rain. i couldn't be with him. 
he was too far, i longed for his existence every single day. i couldn't bare the pain enough. i decided it was enough and that i needed to let him go, so i texted him.

                                                   lover🐾

y- justin, you know that i love you with EVERYTHING in me. but this long distance relationship isn't going to work out, not now, or anytime soon. we barley talk and when we do, we're ether doing our own thing or just not talking. i cant see you and it's killing me, i don't think people would even count us as dating. i love you justin and i hope we can find our way back to each-other bye.
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i clicked on his profile and blocked him. i blocked him on everything. i couldn't see him, i don't want to be contacted by him. i cried the rest of the night just wondering why. 




"i care for you and i still, forever."
-frank ocean, white ferrari
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