Who am I?
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This is the story of Karl jacobs trying to find himself and learn who he is
Death
Self harm
Eating disorders
Disassociation disorder (?)
Body dysmorphia
Homophobia
Transphobia
And other touchy topics
The emotions and stuff my be over dramatic btw. I relize that i May be venting/getting out my emotions through this story, so sorry if the story feels unrealistic
Sorry for grammar and spelling mistakes! Im not the best with English!
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