When Will It Be Us?
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Ongoing, First published Jun 29, 2023
"I'm so tired my love. Pagod na akong piliin ka ng paulit ulit. I can't even say if there's still left from me. Ubos na ako Yza. Ubos na ubos na. When will it be us? When will you choose and prioritize me over others'? I know you love me too but I think that's not enough for you to fight with me for us to be together until the end. I'm tired my love. Just always remember that I will always love you and you'll aways have a spot in my heart where you'll forever occupy. I love you, my love. I really do and will always do. Paalam mahal ko, I hope you'll always take care of yourself since I can't be there with you to take care of you by myself. I love you Yza Smith." Tumulo na nga ang mga luhang kanina ko pa pinipigilan. It hurts. And it hurts me more knowing that she'll be hurt for what I'll do.

 I love her so much and I don't even know how I can live and survive my life now without her. But I needed to, I need to choose myself this time for my parents even if it pains me leaving her behind. 

Even just this once, I'll let myself now to be selfish and choose myself first and rebuild it without her. It's for the future anyways and I'm hoping by that time there will be still a chance for us. 

The question is, will there be a chance for us in the future? It pains me just by thinking of that. It hurts. 



Until when will Ash choose Yza? How much can she bear the pain of loving her. Can Yza invalidate the hindrance of their relationship and choose Ash to be with her until they die? Will they end up together or they will just be until the greatest love of each other? 


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Hi wuvs! 

I hope that you'll be with me in this roller coaster story of mine. I'm not good in making stories but I'll try to make this story bearable para di naman kayo masaktan ng sobra sobra.
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AMBIVALENCE : "I Love Hating You" ( Jungkook🔞+)

42 parts Complete Mature

His naked chest pressed against her exposed bosoms as he leaned his face dangerously closer to her and spread her legs wide and settled himself between them making her blood to ran cold and her whole body to quivered when she felt his harden shaft to pressed against her core.. "Remember when 3 years ago ,that night we did this and I told you I LOVE LOVING YOU....KIM Y/N.."He muttered with his husky voice while gazing at her watery eyes which continued to shed more tears abruptly realising how badly she was going to get ruined by the only person she forever loved and desired to have... "Now we're going to do this again.. But ... " He whispered and leaned more closer to her face and spoke "The only difference is that... " They both stared deep into each other's eyes ....until she felt him to forcefully slammed himself inside her fully at once making her eyes to burnt up with tears and her entire body to teared apart harshly.. "NOW I LOVE HATING YOU, JEON Y/N....." When Destiny Brings Two People Together In Love And Than Teared Them Apart Only To Bound Them Together Again but In Hate. What Happen When The Person Who Claims To Love Loving You With His Everything make you feel like "I LOVE HATING YOU " Read to find out #1-Namjoon💜 #5-BtsV💜 #1-Hate💜 #3-Jin💜 Warning🔞 Mature and Sensitive Content, Sexually Explicit Detailed scenes.. Viewers discretion is advised.. Read at your own risk