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My Solace

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How can I gaslight myself?
That this was just me in my delusional phase
And not the lover who can't have what she wants, always?
That this was just me being in love with the idea 
And not because I am in love with the guy who wasn't ready nor willing to fight for me
Coz It is easier that way
Than not knowing whether we're more than friends or not
I should have just admired you from afar
Why did I get so far

After numerous heartbreak and cheating issues, I still find myself hoping to have someone to be my solace and be someone's solace.Todos os Direitos Reservados

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Jamie is happy with life, he has everything under control and every day is the same, just like he wants it. He is a loner by choice, girlfriends and friends are overrated. Or so he thinks. But when the new co-worker starts to hit on him it all starts to crumble. The co-worker is sexy as hell, confident and totally out of his league. And a guy. This starts a journey into new aspects of life. To learn how to let go of control, to embrace the darkest desires without fear. And to fall in love with someone that calls you kitten. *The sequel is out - Make me beg* https://www.wattpad.com/story/293369610-make-me-beg == Links == All socials, and spotify playlist is on my profile! == Disclaimer == # This is a boy x boy story # Contains explicit language and content (+18!!) # Contains acts of BDSM, so if you're not into that, beware (those chapters will begin with a warning) == Rankings == Jul 19 2022: #20 IN #ROMANCE Nov 29 2021: #1 IN #GAYROMANCE Oct 24 2021: #1 IN #MXM Oct 22 2021: #29 IN #BOYXBOY Oct 10 2021: #3 IN #GAYLOVE (and I apologise for any misspelled words and incorrect grammar ^o^ )

AVOCADO "Even though it's killing me. It will be okay.", de Vieve-

Caspian POV I visited Sister Alisha at the church. We talked a little about everything that had happened, and then she handed me Sol's diary. Afterward, I walked home and went to my bedroom. Opening the diary, I read it, my eyes swelling as I read the last page of my dear Sol's diary. September 16, 2019 Dear Diary, I'm truly in love with Caspian. I know it sounds crazy. He's so..... complicated. Perhaps I'm setting myself up for disappointment, or chasing an impossible dream-I want to marry him. My Caspian is sunshine hidden behind clouds; I'm determined to be the one to clear the way, to let his inner light shine. I want to bring him joy, to show him beauty, to make him smile. He's a lost star, and I'll be his guiding light, even if it means getting burned. I see his hidden hope, and I have to try, even if it hurts, to show him the beauty he deserves. I won't give up I know it's a long shot. He doesn't even seem to notice me and love me, But I can't help but hope. I can't help but believe that maybe, just maybe, he'll see the light in me, too. Maybe he'll see that I'm the one who can bring his sun out. I can't give up on him, or on us. I have to be his light, even if it's just for a moment. please just gave me one more chance one more life to be his light in his dark life. Caspian my love, I can't take it anymore. I can't keep pretending that I'm okay with this. I can't keep watching you walk away, leaving me behind in the dust. I'm drowning in this love for you, a love that burns hotter than the sun, a love that consumes me. I know you'll never feel the same way, but I have to say it. I love you! with every beat of my heart I really really love you, even though it's tearing me apart. I love you, even though it's killing me. It will be okay.

Make me beg, de _Pretty-please

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Different Indifferents, de Keikofeliciano22

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Ordinary girl? I think not!, de mdepaz3

Day 1 Dear Diary, Hey it's me again I am not really sure what to say. Okay scratch that I wanted to say, guess what? I know that I might be going to church and doing my regular alter serving thing. I know that I am getting closer with the people that help out with me. I know that they are good people, maybe even my friends but I know that in the end I will hurt them. And they might hurt me before I can. I know that I don't want to but I did 10 years ago. I don't wanna do it again. Today is the first day of the Carnival my friends are here to pick me up which means I have to go and put my wig on to cover up all my white (born with) hair. Oh before I go one more thing this is day 1 of full on depression. Day 1 of bottling up my emotions. Day 1 of putting walls up and not letting and anyone see the real me cause lets be honest I am not an ordinary girl!

Reject (mxm), de isabella_kai

Paranormal Romance (Werewolf) You know that movie Jerry Maguire? It's about this sports agent who got fired for suddenly having a conscience. Anyway, there's this very romantic scene by the end of the movie when Jerry made this very heartfelt and passionate declaration to his wife. Those words would melt you into a puddle and make you burst into tears thinking, "I want to have that kind of love!" Well that very sweet scene did not happen on this story, not all of it anyway. Don't get me wrong it was heart wrenching, very much so, and there was a passionate declaration. But instead of saying the oh so loving, oh so sweet and oh so scripted "I love you. You complete me..." like Jerry did in the movie, my 'mate', the other half of my soul and the one who 'completes' me said, "I hate you. I wish you were dead!" He said it with disgust and anger burning in his eyes. He didn't run into my arms like he was supposed to, he ran away from it. But who could blame him? Jerry Maguire was right. We live in a cynical world and we work on a business of tough competitors. Why would my mate want to be with me? He'd be shunned and be forever laughed at. Aside from the fact that I was male, I'm basically useless to him because I'm a werewolf who can't phase. He's an alpha. He could have anyone he wants. And me, well, I'm on the bottom of the pack, the runt of the litter. The council didn't know what to do with me. They couldn't kill me since it could drive my mate insane, even if he didn't want me. I can't kill myself because it would probably have the same effect on him. I have to live but I can't be with my mate and my pack. So I made it easier for everyone, I ran away. I always believed in the saying "Out of sight, out of mind." What I didn't consider was the possibility that they'd come after me and forcefully bring me back.

BETA MINE (mxm || lgbtq), de notbackingdown

"A mate will love you and only you. No other can compare to you and he or she will treasure you above all and everything in the world," mommy says to me as she kissed my forehead. I sighed dreamily. I can't wait till I find my mate. He'll be perfect and handsome and funny and smart and brave and beautiful and he'll love me... only ever me... and... and... Present This hurts so much. Seeing and hearing and knowing my mate, the one who's supposed to love me above all, me, only me is in love with somebody else. I'd hate him if I could. I'd reject him if I could... I wish I could. %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% Important My books are written explicitly for a MATURE AUDIENCE 18 YEARS AND OLDER. There will be some instances/scenes/suggestions of sexual acts, crude language, MPREG and will portray gay relationships between males. If you do not enjoy stories of this nature please leave now. I will not condone/defend/accept any sort of attacks on my stories, my characters or myself. It is well within your right to choose what type of entertainment you prefer but I will not be blamed for your curiosity. Read at your own risk. ******************************************************

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