Alive?
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Samantha boyfriend took his life, and she thinks she is one of his reasons.
She was a horrible girlfriend. A horrible person.
She didn't love him as much as he did, she couldn't, but maybe she should have, maybe then he would still be here, maybe then she wouldn't have to be at his funeral.
She would be sane.
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Caleb is dead. Now he's in hell.
He's hasn't done major sins in his life, but his end is a sin itself.
His waiting for it, his punishments.
Something or someone else comes through.
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