Story contains: Suicide, self-blaming, anxiety attacks and more, if you are uncomfortable/triggered/simply don't like said topics please refrain from reading. ________ Samantha boyfriend took his life, and she thinks she is one of his reasoning. She was a horrible girlfriend. A horrible person. She didn't love him as much as he did, she couldn't, but maybe she should have, maybe than he would still be here, maybe than she wouldn't have to be at his funeral. She would be sane. ________ Caleb is dead. Now he's in hell. He done a few major sins in his short live, but his end is a sin itself. His waiting for it, his punishments. Something else comes through. ________